December 2010
80 posts
She wakes up when I sleep
to talk to ghosts like in the movies
this song haunts me. :-\
I hate everyone
the end.
Dear Kelsey, thank you for the idea! ... New Years...
1.) Write more. I want to actually get a start on my book. I want to not have such a cluttered brain all the time. Writing makes me feel better soooo a blog entry a day.
2.) Eat better. Being at college isn’t an excuse to gain a ton of weight. If I eat better, aka not so late, not such shitty stuff…. I will quit gaining as much.
3.) Cut down on soda to once a week…. none at all...
All I want for christmas
is you.
(and not in the cheesy Britney spears way)
Being with you is so dysfunctional. I really shouldn’t miss you but I can’t let you go
Feel terrible
bedtime.
Day 13
Someplace I’d like to move:
Texas. Everything is bigger there and it’s not here.
Someplace I’d like to visit:
Boston
Cali
Florida….
EUROPE!!!!!!
Day 12
* Wake up - at around….. 12:30pm
* Feed & let out dogs
* Work on quilt
* Go to Lobdell’s for Carl’s birthday
* Eat, hang out, be with my amazing famILY<3
* Go home, decide I want food because I’m pissed off.
*Pick up Carl
* Go to Taco Bell, eat Tacos
* Drive home singing obnoxiously loud
* Kick Tutti out of my bed, then tuck him in, in pauls bed.
* Cuddle...
Taco Bell
is the cure to sadness…. i hate everyone. kbye
Just
tell me you want to see me.
pay attention to me every once in awhile.
make me feel like you like me all the time and not just when its convenient for you.
Weed, Burts Bees and Boys That Hate You
Weed = makes me happy sometimes. (okay all the time but I don’t want to make myself sound like a stoner. I don’t smoke that often.)
Boys That Hate You - I Hate Them Too
Burts Bees - How did you get on my lips? Oh right, must have been the two girls that kissed me tonight.
On that note, I’m going to bed.
I need to take a drive.
Driving clears my thoughts…… I just sing, or cry or somethinggggg…. I need to get out of here for a little while.
UGH.
Day 11
Ipod-ness
- A Little More You - LittleBigTown
- You’re Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
- Man in the Mirror - Michael Jackson
- Can’t Hold A Halo to You - Joe Nichols
- Men Don’t Change - Amy Dalley
- If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz
- Keep Breathing - Ingrid Michaelson
- Troubadour - George Strait
- Wishing on the Same Moon - Powderfinger
- You’ll See - Rent
Day 10
Hmmmmmm … my first love was a best friend of mine that moved away. At the time it seemed like soap opera story. We were so ‘in love’ and were tragically thousands of miles apart. We’d talk every night on the phone and he’d try and analyze me. I posted about him earlier and the same things still apply. I’m always going to love him. He knows me so well and...
Day 09 - My Future
I’m not going to lie, I am terrified of my future. I think my near future, like the upcoming months are what scare me most. My ‘far’ future is less scary. I know that I want to go out and travel. I want to see the world. I want to learn things, meet people and just figure out what life is, outside of New York.
My near future is what scares me. These upcoming months are going to...
Ugh. maybe it's because I'm sick, or maybe its...
You’re the only person that can give me butterflies and then make my stomach clench in fear a second later. You’re the only one I see myself happy with but it could be so easy for you to make me cry. I’m terrified because I know you’re going to leave me, it isn’t if it’s when. I’m starting to think this is a bad idea because I’m scared that...
I'm actually really frustrated...
… with my life.
Seriously. What do I want? I know who I want but at this point that doesn’t matter. At night when I’m falling asleep, or when I just woke up from a nightmare, he’s the person I want to talk to. When I’m upset, he’s who I want to talk to even if I’m irrationally angry at him.
I guess what I really want is for him to want me just as much....
Day 08
I can’t think of a time where I’ve felt perfectly satisfied with my life.
So much work to do... readyyyyyyyyy
GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
D day, I love you daddy
I’m 21. Yes I know, big whoop. Who cares how old I am… but I am 21. When I was 5 my dad died. That’s 16 years of my life that I’ve lived without him. It’s a scary thought. When I was 15, I remember thinking ‘Wow it’s been 10 years since dad died.” It really blows my mind that it’s been this long and that I’m this old. There are so...
I'm terrible at doing any work
I have almost nothing done on my Russian History term paper.
I haven’t started my business plan for Huxley’s class.
I have not looked at the final for Huxley’s class.
I have no idea how to do any of my accounting final.
Fucking awesome.
I would much rather sit here and type.
I would much rather text him* because I miss him.
I would much rather sit on facebook not doing a...
Day 07 - Scorpio
After reading the majority of the profile below (and the rest on the website) I really do agree with the personality profile. I would definitely list those as my strengths and weaknesses. I am a jealous person but I’m also very loyal. I’m very independent and stubborn etc. I would really agree with the majority of the things that are associated with Scorpios.
Scorpio Astrology October...
Day 07 - Scorpio
After reading the majority of the profile below (and the rest on the website) I really do agree with the personality profile. I would definitely list those as my strengths and weaknesses. I am a jealous person but I’m also very loyal. I’m very independent and stubborn etc. I would really agree with the majority of the things that are associated with Scorpios.
Scorpio Astrology October...
“The way I see it, is that some things are just meant to be the way they are.”
– The truth about forever (via kelseysarah)
